Monday, April 4, 2011
Why do i feel so stuck. I go numb when I'm around certain people its weird. It's happened three times now. I always feel like I'm not interesting enough . Inside my head I'm shouting out ,"I swear I'm not this boring!!!" "I'm really cool I swear". But for some reason I clam up and get really self conscious and embarrassed with every word that comes out of my mouth . I almost feel dumb if that makes sense. Lately I have been feeling like a caged bird I want to get out so bad. I feel like I need to get out. Can I start over with certain people? Have I all ready made an impression that I cant fix.