I know that I need to be more girly. Bring out those "bad boys" once in a while . let them say whats up. Julie told me that she think's guys are intimidated by me. She says that I'm a really attractive girl and then they see all your tattoos and piercings that they automatically think your hard and not girly. Now I don't dress like a man but i don't dress girly either. So I have decided to update the wardrobe to more low cut shirts and a real purse. Ok.... I lied those were Julies word. But it's not a bad idea. No more green purse that I constantly lose my shit in. Although that purse has worked in my favor these last couple of months. So thank you purse but you need to retire. I have stopped losing weight the way I wanted, now its time to hit the gym. I hope these next months will be succesfull in my "makeover" or whatever you want to call it.