Tuesday, September 22, 2009

the unkown

Me and I'm sure everyone else in the world cant help but think of these questions,

1. Where did we come from ?

2. Are there other planets with living and breathing things?

3. Do u.f.o's visit earth?

4. Are there things that science cant explain?

5. Does Bigfoot exist?

6. What's at the bottom of the ocean?

7. What is Deja Vu?

8. Can we travel back in time?

9. What is the government really doing behind closed doors?

10. Where do we go after we die

All of these question I have pondered more than once and has always been in numerous conversations. I'm in love with the mysteries of the world and life. Small and simple things usually have such a complex makeup and play a huge part in what makes everything function. We will always be discovering and that makes life worth living. And the beauty of it all is its ours to interpret on what this world and life mean's, are we some spec in the universe that just happen to be life sustainable or does the universe know what its doing? Id like to think that when i die its only the beginning of a new chapter in my life and that it gets a little easier to live or just be.

Have you ever just left the rustle and bustle of the city and gone to place where its you and nature and blackness. Look at the stars if you do, that's when it hits me and i almost go into a state of fear or shock i don't know. I just look up and see millions of stars and the milky way and I realize how small the world is and myself. We find new galaxy's and planets all the time we cant be alone is this big universes can we?

Saturday, September 19, 2009


I have been thinking about my childhood a lot lately and how I long to go back and live the way I did as a child. Lucky for me I have had amazing parents that were able to provide and pretty much give me what I asked for. Now I wasn't spoiled well maybe a little but often my parents would tell me know to some sort of toy that I didn't need to add to collection on the floors of my room. I miss the way I would get up whenever I want and my alarm clock was my mom.

I grew up as a 90s kid and like any 90s kid you would get up on Saturday mornings to watch Pepperann and recess and all the other amazing shows that kids now a day don’t get to watch. It’s actually really disappointing what nickelodeon and cartoon network show kids. Everything is in the 3d crappy animation and this always happy nothing bad happens persona. I can tell you that my kids will not watch any of the stupid shows that are on now.

I ‘am determined to purchase all the old shows i watched and let my children watch them instead. Unless the entertainment market for kids drastically changes.

how could we forget-


We went to the Art Institue of Portland portfolio show. There are alot of talented people from media to modern design and fashion. But i can't help but think all of these students are little fish in a bg ocean and only mabye 4 out of the whole school will become succusfull and able to make a living. I'm not creative so i dont have that drive that they have to do whatever it takes ,but it just seems logic to think most of them although they are good at what they do what be succesfull. Im trying not be "that" person but im sorry i cant help it. Maybe someone can prove me wrong that works in the art community or that is from the art institue and is doing very well for themselves.